I am praying for you because I believe there can be nothing more frustrating than to be married to someone who do not believe the same way we do.
However, a short word of advice: Trust in God's wisdom. First let God take you to the man as he did with Eve after he created her - Genesis 2:22 And the rib, which the LORD God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the man.
When God take you to the man, not the other way around, you will know he is the right person of God's choice for you.
