please pray for my husband and my marriage

Please pray for my 10 year marriage to my husband who is controlling and puts me down with his words. I feel he does not love me and I've begged to get our marriage blessed in the church. I pray for his conversion for his love to grow for me if this marriage is God's will.

We have fought in front of our children and my husband keeps putting me down with hurtful words.

I am confused and scared and don't know if I need time away from him I cry every day. I don't feel love but rather feel I carried our love all these years. I am desperate to know where God wants me to be.

I do love him I feel overwhelmed and scared. He has a bad temper and yesterday I felt my spirit break once again when he yelled at me befitting me and putting me down. I don't know what to do . Please pray