Hi there, Seeing that I am a countryman of yours, I wish to encourage you by saying the following: Trust in God. You have prayed, i have prayed and others have prayed. If it is God's will, you will get what you need; if it is not his will, he may have other plans for you. The main thing to realise is that God knows best and when we do not get what we ask for we can still ask him for the grace to accept his decision and to lay down our own will in the matter. Remember what Jesus said to the Father in Gethsemane on the night of his betrayal: "Not my will, but your will be done".