I was abused as a child by my father the man used to hit me almost every day and put me down calling me crazy, I got marry and I found out that my husband was cheating on me and I hit him, punched him, bite him and tried to make him lose his job, now after 11 years I found somebody else and he also cheated on me and once again I hit him, punched him, scratch his car & stole his phone, I am afraid because when I am in pain I get so out of control that my anger takes over, my fear is that one day this is going to make me do something really bad.