FEELING LIKE A FAILURE

I am in need of prayers.I feel like a failure as a mother.I have been very sick this past year and due to have more surgeries soon.My kids have been here all along helping me far beyond what any kids should have to.I have been unable to work due to this and we are struggling. I do not know where where the rent is coming from next month and to make matters worse Christmas is in a few days and I have nothing to give my children. They are teens no one wants to help teens. I am so depressed.They have been through so much with me this year and without their help I would not have made it it thru and would not have wanted to.They are my heart, my spirit and my strength. It breaks my heart that after everything that I cannot give them the Christmas they so much need and deserve.I feel so depressed and sad as they get excited about Christmas because I know that I can do nothing.I need prayers so badly because this is killing me inside because they deserve better than this especially after all the sacrifices they have had to pass on this year due to my health and lack to me being able to drive and no money ect.I feel I have let them down in such a huge way.julikat73@yahoo.com