For good spiritual direction and help to do God's will & carry cross

I am Very afraid of Satan, the AntiChrist, and the False Prophet, and believe their time is very near. I would like to obtasin a copy of your book. I am very fearful of my spiritual direction because St. Vincent Ferrer in his Treatise on The Spiritual Life (1400) said that at the end of the age, true spiritual direction will be almost impossible to find, and that we will have to with great humilithy andprayer ask God Himself to be our spiritual director. I am worried about an incident last Feb and this gives me no peace; the Devil is involved. Please pray for me.