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by d n
(india)

I am from India , lately I have been very sad and depressed with so many sudden problems in my life. I was living and working happily in London . On 1st January 2010 I came to India to see my parents . My visa and passport were about to expire , I could have easily got them renewed in London but I prefered to come to India and get it done. In Nov 2009 I had a surgery on my leg in St.Barts hospital in London and my parents were worried about me and wanted to see me.So I planned a trip to India to see my parents and also renew my visa passport. Its been 18 months am still stuck here in India and I see no signs of things happening for me. It took 1 year for me to get the the passport renewed because of severe delays at Indian passport office and I still did not get my visa.I have been refused twice without a personal interview. I was on medical leave for my surgery and now I have lost my job in London.Since Nov 2009 I have no income and I am the only earning person in my family.My parents are retired and have no pension or any social security ,They spent all their money on me to send me to the UK,I have one younger brother who is still studying to be a doctor. Whatever money I brought from London was finished by Dec 2010 because we are a family of four members. In January 2011 I took some loan on interest basis just hoping I can get back to London soon and pay back and now in June2011 that money is also finished. I am finding it very hard to pay even the monthly interest of the loan. I am totally bankrupt, We did not pay the electricity bill for last 2 months, I have sold my car, my mother has sold her gold. I wonder how things changed so quickly within a year. I made a blunder by not getting the renewal in London itself. I have a girlfreind in London who now doubts me that I got married here in India and I am not going to come back to London. There are frequent arguments at our home because of the financial crisis we are going through.My clothes, luggage ,degree certificates are stilll in London. I am so helpless.Could you please pray for me for my helpless situation.can you plese keep my request confidential