Prayer Request for Healing

by E.c
(Marikina, Philippines)

Good day to . I'm Mr. E.C from Philippines I been diagnosed with HIV +1 I am totally devastated.And been reading the bible every day for healing for this disease. I want to be healed for my family I'm the bread winner and I cant abandoned my responsibility as the eldest. I made a promise to my self that I will take care of my parents when they got old.I love my family so much more than my self. I been selfish not to realize that my wrong action will affect my family s life. I'm asking God to give me another chance to redeem my self & correct things.Committing suicide already entered my mind but I refuse to accept it. I know God is good. Please help me pray for my miracle of healing.