Thanks and prayers for health
Thank you for helping me through my surgery and radiation and for helping with the bladder, bowel, rectal bleeding, spitting of blood and other bleeding and vaginal issues and thank you for the good vaginal ultrasound and please help the pap to be okay and thank you for helping me through the two tests for my stomach and throat and please help me to not have problems because of all the radiation I do worry about that and thank you for the good echo, stress and blood work and please help my heart to be okay and thank you for helping me through the two endoscopy's and for the good biopsy report and for all the reports past and present and for the good report on my eye, face and head and please help this thing on my nose to be okay and please help me to not keep getting these skin cancer issues. Thank you for the good mammogram report and please help it to continue I am scared and nervous for my health and when I was told I had cancer it really scared me and I know I say I am scared all the time and I really am and please help me to be a better person wife mother friend, etc and change my ways and realize how lucky I am and be healthy and please help me to be the best person I can be and be worthy of all you do and all I ask for I know I ask for a lot please help me to be worthy and please help me to not be selfish and when I ask for something for myself I hope you don't think I am being selfish I am just scared and please guide me to not fail you I know I fail all the time and when I do something that isn't right or nice of if I have hurt anyone I am truly sorry. Thank you for all you do have done and hopefully will continue to do for me and my family I am truly grateful. Thank you for the gift of Diane and Ken and Ginni and John and especially Diane and Ken and help us to not do anything to hurt this relationship it is really important to us and thank you for things being easier financially these last few years it has been nice to pay the bills and do some things but the most important thing is the love of God, family, friends and good health, without good health, love of God, lots of faith and being a good person nothing matters, and I know I want my health and the health of my family over everything. Thank you Dear God, Mary and St. Anthony for listening to me everyday and hearing me and answering my prayers it is so comforting to be able to write and talk to you everyday and know you hear me and I am grateful I found my way to write and talk to you everyday and know you hear me and I hope I don't burden you with all my requests. Please help everyone who has lost a loved one and everyone who has will have and has had to have surgery, radiation and or chemo and please help all the sick and suffering animals in this world there are so many and they are helpless and they all need your help and please help all the people who have died and or suffered at the hands of these evil violent sick people and please help their family and friends and please help these people who are doing these awful things to not do them. Please help Sue to rest in peace and know she is loved and please help her family and Staci and God Bless Sue and please help me to not judge Stan. God Bless you Dear God, Mary, St. Anthony and all the saints, priests, nuns the Pope and all who do good and please watch over our service men and women and police men and women and fire men and women and all who serve us. God Bless our whole family and friends and extended family and all the people I love and support me and all the people I know, don't know and have heard about who are sick and suffering either mentally or physically there are so many and the list gets longer everyday and I don't want to forget anyone and they all need your help. Thank you for all you do for me and my family I am truly grateful and please watch over our whole family and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and guide me to not fail you and please help me to be worthy of all you do and all I ask for and please help Marc and I to have 10 to 15 health years left and I know that is asking for a lot and thank you for helping Marc come home before Christmas and thank you for helping us be able to celebrate with Adam, Sara, and her family and thank you for helping us spend time with Jason and Carina and the children this past weekend. Please watch over Marc, Adam, Sara, Jason Carina, Tyler, Christian, Irene, Bob and Maria and please help Irene to stay stable with her heart and kidneys and please help Maria with all her health issues and her pain and thank you for the good test results and please help everything else be okay and please help Pat, Pam, Kathy and Pete and Will's Dads and just everyone who is sick and suffering, please help them all. Please watch over me and help me to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and God Bless everyone and please help there to be peace in this world and less suffering and please help me to be a good person and be worthy and God Bless you and please help everyone and thank you for everything.