Thanks and Prayers
Thank you for helping me through my surgery and radiation and for helping with the bladder, bowel, rectal bleeding, spitting of blood and other bleeding and vaginal issues and thank you for the good vaginal ultrasound and please help the pap to be okay and thank you for helping me get through two tests for my throat and stomach and please help me to not have any issues because of all the radiation and thank you for the good echo, stress and blood work and please help my heart to be okay and thank you for helping me through two endoscopy's and for the good biopsy report and all the reports past and present and please help this thing on my nose to be okay and please help me to not keep getting these skin cancer issues and thank you for helping me get a good mammogram report and please help it to continue I am scared and nervous for my health and when I was told I had cancer it really scared me and I know I say I am scared all the time and I really and please help me to be a better person wife mother friend, etc and change my ways and realize how lucky I am and be healthy and please help me to be the best person I can be and be worthy of all you do and all I ask for I know I ask for a lot please help me to be worthy and please help me to not be selfish and when I ask for something for myself I hope you don't think I am being selfish I am just scared and please guide me to not fail you I know I fail all the time and when I do something that isn't right or nice or if I have hurt anyone I am truly sorry. Thank you for all you do have done and hopefully will continue to do for me and my family I am truly grateful. Thank yo for the gift of Diane and Ken and Ginni and John and especially Diane and Ken and help us to not do anything to hurt this relationship it is really important to us and thank you for things being easier financially these last few years it has been nice to pay the bills and do some things but the most important thing is the love of God, family, friends and good health without good health, love of God, lots of faith and being a good person nothing else matters and I know I want it all good health and money to pay the bills but I want my health and the health of my family over everything. Thank you Dear God, Mary, and St. Anthony for listening to me everyday and hearing me and answering my prayers it is so comforting to me to be able to write and talk to you everyday and know you hear me and I am grateful I found my way to write and talk to you and I hope you don't get tired of hearing from me and I want you to know how grateful I am for everything you do for me and my family and God Bless you Dear God, Mary, St. Anthony, and all the saints, priests, nuns, the Pope and all who do good and please watch over our service men and women, police men and women and fire men and women and all who serve us. Please help everyone who has lost a loved one and everyone who has will have and has had to have surgery, radiation and or chemo. Please help Sue to rest in peace and know she is loved and please help her family and Staci and God Bless Sue and please help me to not judge Stan. God Bless our whole family and friends and extended family I love and support me and all the people I know, don't know and have heard about who are sick and suffering either mentally or physically there are so many and the list gets bigger everyday and they all need your help, please help there to be less suffering in this world and help us all to be good people and be worthy of all you do and all we ask for and please help all the sick and suffering animals in this world there are so many and they are helpless and they all need your help and all the people who have died and or suffered at the hands of these evil violent sick people and please help all their family and friends. Thank you for all you do for me and my family I am truly grateful, please watch over our whole family and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please help me to be worthy of all you do and all I ask for and guide me to not fail you and please watch over Marc,. Adam, Sara, Jason, Carina, Tyler, Christian, Irene, Bob and Maria and please help Irene to stay stable with her heart and kidneys and please help her to do what she is suppose to do and please help Maria with her health issues and for it to not be anything bad and please help Pat, Pam, Kathy, Will and Pete's Dad and just everyone who is so sick and suffering please help them all and please help there to be peace in this world and less suffering and please watch over me and help me to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please help Marc and I to have 10 to 15 healthy years left and I know that is asking for a lot. Thank you for Marc being home in time for Christmas and please help this thing on his back to be okay and thank you for allowing us to be with our son Adam and Sara and her family for Christmas it was very nice and I am so grateful for the time with my children and wish things could be better with our son Jason and his wife. Please help me to handle my stress better and be a good person and help us to know how to make things better with Jason and Carina. Thank you for everything and God Bless everyone.