Thanks and Prayers
Thank you for helping me through my surgery and radiation and for helping me with the bladder, bowel, rectal bleeding, spitting of blood and other bleeding and vaginal issues and thank you for the good vaginal ultrasound and please help the pap to be okay and thank you for helping me with the two tests for my throat and stomach and please help me to not have any problems because of all the radiation and thank you for the good echo, stress and blood work and please help my heart to be okay and thank you for helping me through two endoscopy's and for the good biopsy report and for all the reports past and present and please help this thing on my nose to be okay and please help me to not keep getting these skin cancer issues and thank you for helping me get a good mammogram report and please help it to continue I am scared and nervous for my health and when I was told I had cancer it really scared me and I know I say I am scared all the time and I really am and I am sure you get tired of hearing from me but you always listen. Please help me to be a better person wife mother friend, etc, and change my ways and realize how lucky I am and be healthy and please help me to be the best person I can be and be worthy of all you do and all I ask for and I know I ask for a lot please help me to be worthy and please help me to not be selfish and when I ask for something for myself I hope you don't think I am being selfish I am just scared and please guide me to not fail you I know I fail all the time and when I do something that isn't right or nice or if I have hurt anyone I am truly sorry. Thank you for all you do have done and hopefully will continue to do for me and my family I am truly grateful. Thank you for the gift of Diane and Ken and Ginni and John and especially Diane and Ken and help us to not do anything to hurt this relationship it is really important to us. Thank you for things being easier financially these last few years it has been nice to pay the bills and do some things but the most important thing is the love of God, family, friends and good health without good health, love of God, lots of faith and being a good person nothing else matters and I know I want it all good health and money to pay the bills but I want my health and the health of my family over everything. Thank you Dear God, Mary and St. Anthony for listening to me everyday and hearing me and answering my prayers it is so comforting to be able to write and talk to you everyday and know you hear me and I am grateful I found my way to write and talk to you and I know you hear me. God Bless you Dear God, Mary, St. Anthony and all the saints, priests, nuns the Pope and all who do good and please watch over our service men and women, police men and women and fire men and women and all who serve us. Please help everyone who has lost a loved one and everyone who has will have and has had to have surgery radiation and or chemo and please help Sue to rest in peace and know she is loved and please help her family and Staci and God Bless Sue and help me to not judge Stan. God Bless my whole family and friends and extended family and all the people I love and support me and all I people I know, don't know, and have heard about who are sick and suffering either mentally or physically there are so many the the list gets bigger everyday, please help people to be good and be worthy of all you do and all we ask for and please help there to be peace in this world and less suffering and please help all the sick and suffering animals in this world there are so many and they all need your help and please help all the people who have died and or suffered at the hands of these evil violent sick people and please help their family and friends. Thank you for all you do for me and my family I am truly grateful and please watch over our whole family and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please help me to be worthy of all you do and all I ask for and please watch over Marc, Jason, Carina, Adam, Sara, Tyler, Christian, Irene, Bob and Maria and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please help Irene to stay stable with her heart and kidney's and please help Maria to be okay and not have anything bad and please help Pat, Pam, Kathy, Will and Pete's Dad and just everyone who is sick and suffering and please watch over me and help me to stay cancer free and healthy and safe. Thank you again for everything and God Bless everyone. Please help Marc to be okay with his surgery on his back and please help Marc and I to have 10 to 15 healthy years together.