Thanks and Prayers
Thank you for helping me through my surgery and radiation and thank you for helping me with the bladder, bowel, rectal bleeding, spitting of blood and other bleeding and vaginal issues and thank you for the good vaginal ultrasound and thank you for helping get through two tests for my throat and stomach and please help me to not have any issues with all the radiation and thank you for the good echo, stress and blood work and please help my heart to be okay. Thank you helping me through two endoscopy's and for the good biopsy reports and all the reports past and present and please help this thing on my nose to be okay and please help me to not keep getting these skin cancer issues. Thank you for the good mammogram report and please help them to continue I am scared and nervous for my health and when I was told I had cancer it really scared me and I know I say I am scared all the time and I really am and I am sure you must get tired of hearing me say I am scared and I am sorry that I say it all the time and please help me to handle my stress better and be a good person. Please help me to be a better person wife mother friend, etc and change my ways and realize how lucky I am and be healthy and please help me to be the best person I can be and be worthy and of all you do and all I ask for. Please help me to not be selfish and when I ask for something for myself I hope you don't think I am being selfish I am just scared and please guide me to not fail you and when I do something that isn't right or nice or if I have hurt anyone I am truly sorry. Thank you for all you do have done and hopefully will continue to do for me and my family I am truly sorry. God Bless our whole family and friends and extended family and all the people I love and support me and all the people I know, don't know and have heard about who are sick and suffering either mentally or physically there are so many and the list gets bigger everyday and I don't want to forget anyone please help us all to be good people and be worthy of all you do and all we ask for. Please help everyone who has lost a loved one and everyone who has will have and has had to have surgery, radiation and or chemo. Please help Sue to rest in peace and know she is loved and please help her family and Staci and God Bless Sue and help me to not judge Stan.Thank you Dear God, Mary and St. Anthony for listening to me everyday and hearing me and answering my prayers it is so comforting for me to be able to write and talk to you everyday and know you hear me and I am grateful I found my way to write and talk to you and I know you hear me and I know I must drive you crazy everyday but you always listen and I am grateful. God Bless you Dear God, Mary, St. Anthony and all the saints, priests, nuns. the Pope and all who do good and please watch over our service men and women, police men and women and fire men and women and all who serve us. Thank you for all you do for me and my family and please watch over our whole family and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please watch over Marc, Adam, Sara, Jason, Carina, Tyler, Christian, Irene, Bob and Maria and help Irene to stay stable with her heart and kidney's and please help Pat, Pam, Kathy, Wil and Pete's dad and all who are sick and suffering please help everyone. Thank you for Marc being home and please help him to be okay when he has the surgery on his back. Please help me to be worthy of all you do and all I ask for and guide me to not fail you and please help there to be peace in this world and less suffering and please help Marc and I to have 10 to 15 healthy years left and I know that is asking for a lot. Please watch over me and help me to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and thank you for everything and thank you for my wonderful family and God Bless everyone.