Thanks and Prayers
Thank you for helping me through my surgery and radiation and for helping with the bladder, bowel, rectal bleeding, spitting of blood and other bleeding and vaginal issues and thank you for the good vaginal ultrasound and please help the pap to be okay and thank you for the good report with my echo, stress and blood work and please help my heart to be okay and thank you for helping me through the two tests for my throat and stomach and please help me to not have any issues because of all the radiation I really worry about it and thank you for helping me through two endoscopy's and the good biopsy report and for the reports past and present and for the good report on my eye, face and head and please help all these things I need to have checked be okay and please help this thing on my nose to be okay and please help me to not keep getting these skin cancer issues and thank you for the good mammogram report and please help it to continue to be okay I am scard and nervous for my health and when I was told I had cancer it really scared me and I know I say I am scared all the time and I really am and please help me to be a better person wife mother friend, etc. and change my ways and realize how lucky I am and be healthy and please help me to be the best person I can be and be worthy of all you do and all I ask for I know I ask for a lot please help me to be worthy and please help me to not be selfish and when I ask for something for myself I hope you don't think I am being selfish I am just scared and please guide me to not fail you I know I fail all the time and when I do something that isn't right or nice or if I have hurt anyone I am truly sorry. Thank you for all you do have done and hopefully will continue to do for me and my family I am truly grateful. Thank you for the gift of Diane and Ken and Ginni and John and especially Diane and Ken and help us to not do anything to hurt this relationship it is really important to us and thank you for things being easier financially these last few years it has been nice to pay the bills and do some things but the most important thing is the love of God,good health lots of faith and being a good person and I know I want it all good health and money to pay the bills but I want my health and the health of my family over everything. Please help everyone who has lost a love done and everyone who has will have and has had to have surgery, radiation and or chemo. Please help Aunt Lorraine and please help Tony to rest in peace and please help Sue to rest in peace and know she is loved and please help her family and Staci and God Bless Sue and help me to not judge Stan. Please help all the people who
have died and or suffered at the hands of these evil violent sick people and please help their family and friends and please help the evil people to be better and be worthy of all you do and all we ask for. Please help all the sick and suffering animals in this world there are so many and they are helpless and they all need your help. Please help Adam through this divorce and help him to meet someone to share his life with and someone to love him and for him to love and if things can work out with him and Sara please help them. Thank you for Marc being able to come home before Christmas and for us to be able to celebrate with Adam, Sara and her family and thank you for the time with Jason, Carina and the children and please help us to know how to make things better with them. Please help Irene to stay stable with her heart and kidneys and please help Maria with all her health issues and her pain and thank you for the good test results and please help her to be okay and please help Pat, Pam, Kathy, Will and Pete's Dad and everyone who is sick and suffering. Please help Marc and I to have 10 to 15 healthy years left and I know that is asking for a lot.
Thank you Dear God, Mary and St. Anthony for listening to me and hearing me everyday and answering my prayers it is so comforting to be able to write and talk to you everyday and know you hear me and I am grateful I found my way to write to you and talk to you and I hope I don't burden you with all my requests. God Bless you Dear God, Mary and St. Anthony and all the saints, priest, nuns the Pope and all who do good and please watch over our service men and women and police men and women and fire men and women and all who serve us. God Bless our whole family and all the people I love and support me and all my family, friends and extended family and all the people I know, don't know and have heard about who are sick and suffering either mentally or physically there are so many and the list gets longer everyday and I don't want to forget anyone. Please help me to be worthy of all you do and all I ask for and guide me to not fail you. Thank you for all you do for me and my family I am truly grateful and please watch over our whole family and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please help there to be peace in this world and less suffering and please watch over Marc, Adam, Sara, Jason, Carina, Tyler, Christian, Irene, Bob and Maria and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please watch over me and help me to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and God Bless everyone and please help there to be peace in this world and less suffering and God Bless you and everyone and thank you again for everything.