My Life is so boring and have no direction

by Marifer
(Philippines)

I hope God will come soon because my life is so boring and have no direction.

I have always been a shy,sensitive,full of insecurities type of person.

I always envied those who are confident about themselves.

I have low self esteem and have no confidence.

I got so many fears and worries in my mind.

I'm always afraid to talk because of fear of being rejected by people.

I'm like a child that never grows up.

I'm praying that mama Mary will clear my mind of negative feelings and help to be strong and brave in facing life's challenges and tribulations.

I hope Mama Mary will take away my feeling of self pitiness and sadness.

It is so hard to pretend to be happy when you're not.

I feel Mama Mary knows what I'm feeling right now.

Hope Mama Mary can ease this feeling of selfworthlessness and sadness of mine.

I just to feel Happy again.

Thank You!