Prayer for Peace and love in the family

Dear Mama

I beg at thy feet i am married i don't have my mother father or brother except one unmarried sister who is my responsibility. But you know my wife how she keeps fighting and abusing you know the words she use, I am really fed up at times i feel like committing suicide then i think about my sister she will be left alone at times i feel i should first give her poison make sure she dies and then i should drink. Mama i really cannot handle this please be with us and restore your peace in my house.