Thanks and prayers for health
Thank you for helping me through my surgery and radiation and for helping with the bladder, bowel, rectal bleeding, spitting of blood and other bleeding and vaginal issues and thank you for the good vaginal ultrasound and please help the pap to be okay and thank you for helping me get through two tests for my throat and stomach and please help it not be a problem because of all the radiation and thank you for the good echo, stress and blood work and please help my heart to be okay and thank you for helping me through the two endoscopy's and for the good biopsy reports and all the reports past and present and please help this thing on my nose to be okay and please help me to not keep getting these skin cancer issues and thank you for helping me get a good mammogram report and please help it to continue I am scared and nervous for my health and when I was told I had cancer I really think it changed me and scared me and I know I say I am scared all the time and I really am and please help me to be a better person wife mother friend, etc and change my ways and realize how lucky I am and be healthy and please help me to be the best person I can be and be worthy of all you do and all I ask for I know I ask for a lot please help me to be worthy and please help me to not be selfish and when I ask for something for myself I hope you don't think I am being selfish I am just scared and please guide me to not fail you I know I fail all the time and when I do something that isn't right or nice or if I have hurt anyone I am truly sorry. Thank you for all you do have done and hopefully will continue to do for me and my family I am truly grateful. Thank you for the gift of Diane and Ken and Ginni and John and especially Diane and Ken and help us to not do anything to hurt this relationship it is really important to us. Thank you for things being easier financially these last few years it has been nice to pay the bills and do some things but the most important thing is the love of God family friends and good health without good health, love of God and lots of faith and being a good person nothing matters and I know I want it all good health and money to pay the bills but I want my health and the health of my family over everything. Please help Sue to rest in peace and know she is loved and please help her family and Staci and God Bless Sue and help me to not judge Stan. Please help everyone who has lost a loved one and everyone who has will have and has had to have surgery radiation and or chemo. God Bless our whole family and friends and all the people I love and support me and all the people I know, don't know and have heard about who are sick and suffering either mentally or physically there are so many and the list gets bigger everyday and they all need your help. Please help us all to be good people and be worthy of all you do and all we ask for. I don't want to forget anyone please help everyone. Please help Irene to stay stable with her heart and kidneys and please help Maria to be okay and not have anything serious wrong and please help Kathy, Pat, Pam, Will and Pete's dad and everyone who is so sick and suffering. Thank you for all you do for me and my family I am truly grateful please watch over our whole family and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please watch over Marc, Adam, Sara, Jason, Carina, Tyler, Christian, Irene, Bob and Maria and help us all to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please help me to be worthy of all you do and all I ask for and please help Marc and I to have 10 to 15 healthy years left and I know that is asking for a lot. Thank you Dear God, Mary, St. Anthony for listening to me everyday and hearing me and answering my prayers it is so comforting to be able to write and talk to you everyday and know you hear me and God Bless you Dear God, Mary, St. Anthony and all the saints, priests, nuns, the Pope and all who do good and please watch over our service men and women, police men and women and fire men and women and all who serve us. Please watch over me and help me to stay cancer free and healthy and safe and please help Marc with the surgery on his back and thank you for letting him come home today I am very grateful. Please help me to handle my stress better and be a good person. Please help there to be peace in this world and less suffering and God Bless everyone and thank you for everything.